Things and Stuff.

[12:52] <@Schroe> I think it’s funny that Chris once told me that he despises girls who pretend to be Japanese. And now he’s throwing his attention toward Cammi.
[12:53] <@schnorks> Heh, guess not then… You really think he’s going after Cammi though?
[12:55] <@Schroe> Well, I was thinking about this: He likes to talk to people; it means someone’s paying attention to him. He likes to have someone to talk to privately; that was me.  Then he decided that he didn’t want me anymore, so he moved on to someone else: Cammi.
[12:56] <@schnorks> I don’t really think so…  He has lots of friends online
[12:57] <@Schroe> Apparently I’m not good enough to be one anymore.
[12:58] <@schnorks> Well, he’s an arse. And I don’t think Cammi is meant to be a replacement.
[13:00] <@Schroe> I got him on IRC. I introduced him to everyone here. But that doesn’t mean anything, no, of course not, because I didn’t do any of that. He came on his own free will. I didn’t help him with anything. He figured it all out himself.
[13:00] <@schnorks> Right…
[13:02] <@Schroe> He never owes anyone anything, because he did everything himself.
[13:02] <@schnorks> Yet you can’t really tell people that… One of those people who takes the credit for everything
[13:03] <@Schroe> Not to mention he blatantly stole the fecking #rarenet chat room
[13:04] <@schnorks> He did, huh?
[13:04] <@Schroe> Oh, yeah, when Dan’s name deregged, he re-regged Dan’s name and the room
[13:05] <@Schroe> He set himself as founder.
[13:05] <@schnorks> And Dan doesn’t know?
[13:05] <@Schroe> Dan knows. Dan doesn’t care.
[13:06] <@schnorks> Phhhtttttt
[13:06] <@Schroe> Somehow, magically, Chris knows exactly what Dan wants, even though Dan never gets online.
[13:09] <@schnorks> And you still want to be friends with this person even with everything you don’t like about him…
[13:09] <@Schroe> Yes. Because I’m stupid. I either want to get provving with him again, or I want him to suffer and die and writhe in agony.
[13:09] <@schnorks> No, not stupid, just attached The good times were so good that you want them back even with everything he’s done.
[13:11] <@Schroe> Yes. But he blames all the bad times on me.
[13:11] <@schnorks> And here he comes now…
[13:12] <@Schroe> Even though it was his arrogance, his craving for attention, his theft of everything I ever had online, that’s what drove me to the so-called “bad things.”
[13:13] <@schnorks> Wha?
[13:13] <@Schroe> Well, I’d bitch at him for taking the room.
[13:15] <@schnorks> But you want him to like you, right?
[13:16] <@Schroe> Yes, but I also want what I think I deserve (i.e., more power than him, because he’s a fecking newbie).
[13:16] <@schnorks> Then you should fight for that.
[13:16] <@Schroe> I want him to at least acknowledge that there are things that he does not know that I do.
[13:17] <@schnorks> Tell him that then.
[13:17] <@Schroe> As if he’d listen. He’s an arse, remember?
[13:19] <@schnorks> Even on the off chance that things between you went back to normal, which doesn’t look good right now, you would never be able to forget the way you fought, or what you’ve done to each other, or what an arse he is.  So I say you try to move past it and fight for what you deserve
[13:19] <@Schroe> I know he won’t listen now because he never listened before. Because, what I think I deserve is “stupid, petty, and selfish” in his eyes.
[13:20] <@schnorks> Then talk to other people about it, because he’s wrong about that
[13:21] <@Schroe> Obviously he’s wrong, because he’s the same way about it.
[13:21] <@schnorks> Yep
[13:21] <@Schroe> If it’s so petty and selfish, why does he try so hard to keep me from having it? And why does he bitch so much if you try to take it away from him? Because he’s a bloody hypocrite. I don’t want him back now, I just want him to fall.
[13:21] <@schnorks> And because he doesn’t really deserve it. Great, good to hear that!
[13:22] <@Schroe> But he won’t fall, because everyone loves him, and I’m just a whiny bitch.
[13:24] <@schnorks> Yeah, that’s the way people see you guys. Maybe you can change that though…
[13:24] * @Schroe doubts that
[13:25] <@schnorks> Well, you’ve got plenty of stuff on Chris…
[13:25] <@Schroe> I am going to do a little espionage . . . I’m going to use Cammi to dig more dirt on him. And I’m going to get some bloody truth out of him.
[13:25] <@schnorks> Heh, Just be nice about it…  Cammi’s your friend, too.