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Step Away From The Light

In a different world, the “real” world . . . it’d only real because it’s tangible . . . the net life is just as emotionally real . . .

In the “real” world, there’s people I like, and people I can’t stand, and things I can’t change. I’ve got less power in the ‘real’ world, and that makes me uncomfortable.

Things have happened to me in life that make me run away to places where I can be in charge.

So many people have left him all his life – his parents, his friends, his family . . . and he says I’m all he’ has left. I don’t like that kind of attention. He wants to attach himself to me, he wants me to be part of his world all his life and never ever leave him ever . . .

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So What If It’s Not True?

Here you are, looking at my online journal. Good for you. It’s a known fact that the net is a web of lies, and this is now exception. I try hard to tell the truth, but sometimes I get carried away. It’s up to you to decide when I’m lying, because, frankly, sometimes I don’t even know (or at least I won’t tell).

I suppose I shouldn’t mention names, but, hell, if you don’t know me, you won’t care, and if you do, you already know who I’d be talking about.

I feel cheated.

Goddamn it, we used to be so close and then apparently I’m such a bad person now and he won’t talk to me. We used to pretend and play games and tells stories all the time and now that meant nothing at all, apparently.
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