Things and Stuff.

I just dreamt that Jorenko and I were walking on some rocks by river, and were going to walk on them. I took off my sandals as Jorenko walked down, and once he reached the bottom, I tossed them to him to catch them. He missed and the fish began to eat them. He caught a fish, opened it’s mouth and showed it to me. “See? Piranhas!” But they weren’t attacking him.

Next, in the dream, I woke up in my room and it was filled with about two feet of water. The same fish were in it, eating my stuff. I waited for it to drain, then began to seek a way to keep it from filling again.

The next bit seemed to be a cross of Star Trek, Star Wars, and Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within
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Great dreams, but the details are lost on me.

One was about searching the dumpsters with Jorenko to fing pawnable items to sell :\

It reminded me of how much debt I’m in right now. I have a feeling I still owe the bank money, but I don’t know how much.

Life is going to be so good out there.

Can’t these next couple months just disappear and let me go NOW?

Plays. Hospitals. Perfect Dark. Dorks.

For some stupid reason, a math teacher (Schneider) asked me to be in a play. She handed me a script and I had one day to learn it before performance. I got the first half down pat, but the second half was insanely confusing. I was supposed to be announcing horse race results, and I had no clue how.

Ashley Sander was in it for some reason, and the stupid bint walked out on stage with her script, and read it from there. Everyone bitched at her for ruining the show, and we all went home.

I was rushing through a hospital to take out someone or something. I was in a red nurse’s uniform, and I jumped a gate similar to a subway gate. I quietly snuck around the place, and grabbed an IV bag from a stand. It had blood in it.

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It’s time to retreat into a shell and find another fucking place to be. Every place I used to be is dead or dense.

Why the fuck am I so pissed off at this? I should have done this a long time ago . . . fucking hell, I feel like I’m going to puke.

I just wish I could have gotten to know the the few enjoyable people of Studio (ie, Phy, masa, toad, robin, gina, gv, etc) a little better.

Some times I wish it would all go away, and I could get on with life without it.
Then I realize that this is the only thing I’ve really got :\