Things and Stuff.

Going to Schnorks’s house on Tuesday. This’ll be my first time meeting a net friend. This is going to be so cool. I suppose it’ll be good to get to know Schnorks better – I’ll be going to school in Chicago, and it’d be nice to have a “last resort” type thing. I asked Jorenko to go along ‘cos I knew my parents wouldn’t let me go alone, and, well, he’s the only one I’d want to go anywhere with. Squee’s mum wouldn’t let him go anywhere by himself, and I don’t want to be caught dead alone with Matt. I’m not close enough with anyone else to go with them to a big city alone.

I decided not to tell Matt about the trip at all. He’ll probably find out from reading this after I post an STotD. Ignorance is bliss, I suppose, but when you find out, you ‘re crushed . . . I didn’t want him to go, I don’t want him to feel like I have anything for him, I don’t want him to take anything the wrong way. I don’t want to lead him on like Chris did me.