Archive for April 9th, 2001

Protected: This is why I have issues with supposed authority (rather than actual authority)

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Protected: Bah. He’ll never even realize . . .

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Protected: There were some supportive people in my life at the time

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Arrogance

Every bloody time I tell him something new, or he learns something that he didn’t know before, he runs around spreading his newfound knowledge as if he knew it all along, and everyone thinks he’s so smart when he’s really just feeding of other’s intelligence.

Other People I Like

There’s M. He’s fun, really. We play around, flirting somewhat. We play Half Life and other games together, and he, like many of the guys in the channel, adores me for being a female gamer. But the extent of his interest, it seems is the fact that I’m female, and therefore screwable. I know that’s what he wants from me – he just wants a “fuck-buddy” as he called it.

There’s also L. He’s younger than me, but hell, he’s fun. I can talk to him, and he’ll listen, and he doesn’t get jealous or anything. He’s just a friend, and I like that.

Step Away From The Light

In a different world, the “real” world . . . it’d only real because it’s tangible . . . the net life is just as emotionally real . . .

In the “real” world, there’s people I like, and people I can’t stand, and things I can’t change. I’ve got less power in the ‘real’ world, and that makes me uncomfortable.

Things have happened to me in life that make me run away to places where I can be in charge.

So many people have left him all his life – his parents, his friends, his family . . . and he says I’m all he’ has left. I don’t like that kind of attention. He wants to attach himself to me, he wants me to be part of his world all his life and never ever leave him ever . . .

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